carniequeen

If only you knew what went on inside my head.
I found out the truth.
The truth about Friday night.
If only you knew.
If only you cared.

I'm so terribly scared.
Terribly scared of the thoughts.
The thoughts that never stop racing through.
My head never quiet.
I just want a moments of peace.
Peace Love Respect Unity.
Impossiblity.

If only you understood the feelings that dwell.
Dwelling in this dark broken abyss.
The abyss of a lonely shattered porcelain doll.
A porcelain doll searching for beauty.
A porcelain doll searching for love.
A porcelain doll with her head hung low;
eyes covered to hide her shame.
A broken heart seared with pain.
If only you understood.
If only you cared.

The bombs that fall.
The tanks that crash.
The young boys that lose their lives.
Everyday.
From each culture,
each country,
each side.
Innocent Vs. Innocent.
Making up lies to make the others guilty.
How many more have to fall?
How many more have to die?
How many more until its over?

If only you knew.
If only you understood.
If only you cared.

Its not about me.
Its not about you.
We're all in this together.
When will we ever stand strong?
When will we ever know?
When will we ever understand?
When will we ever care?

If only we knew.
If only we understood.
If only we cared.

Goodnight said she who flies upon tattered wings;
into the night of a full moon beaming.
Beaming of hope and dreams.